anyway jae-ha plays twinkle twinkle little star, repeats it for a second round just in case it might help sousei to see and then as he thinks about it]
Either way, with a pause, he just...hums the tune to himself, more to make sure he still remembers it, and then he gives it a shot. It's...slow, as he picks out each note, carefully.
- but you said that you're still serving your country, aren't you? Does that mean you're aiming for the very top, where no one will be able to tell you what to do anymore?
[I need everything about this to not be a thing right now.]
No.
[Sousei's fingers move along the string of the erhu, and he pauses to try again. The notes come more easily, Sousei's head tilted to try to listen to them better. He'll never be an expert at this, but he can play passably, at least.]
I have no interest in leading other people.
[Even his own squad...that was handed to him, and he led because they needed him to lead.]
I will choose my own path to serve my country. If that involves treason, or exposing those who would take advantage of their power, so be it. It it should involve leading others who wish for that guidance, I will do what I can. If it involves basic, proper service, to one who I trust to be following the right path, then I shall listen and obey.
[He lowers the bow, with the slightest of shrugs.]
Acting as anything else is neither in my interests, nor is it my place. [He's just a soldier. An Abe, yes, but a soldier who was rescued and given a new life. He's not meant for thrones or even higher military command. And he's satisfied with that.]
But no matter what it is I choose to do, I will follow my own path to serve and protect my country.
[the irony of it all is that while he's looking at this soldier, scarred and clumsily playing an erhu,Jae-ha sees a flash of red hair, of a young girl who drowns out all other noise when her country is on the line, who will sacrifice and lead and ask for power only because it's what she thinks she needs in order to best serve
he thinks of a woman who gave life back to a town of fishermen, undaunted only because she felt like it was the right thing to do. she created a family out of a bunch of brutes, kept them safe, and helped them retain their humanity in the middle of a harrowing battle
when sousei says all that, jae-ha only laughs and says what he truly believes - ]
Said like that, it just means that you'll be someone that people want to follow - or someone who will find that the path is open for them, no matter what you expect to happen.
[people are drawn to the light.]
I wonder if your place is as simple as you say.
[or if you're one of the people who's destined for something more.]
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[Simply, and easily. He will watch and learn, and he'll at least be a very, very focused student.
He doesn't like having to be told things twice, after all.
Also I cannot find when twinkle twinkle little star was brought to Japan so fuck it I give up.]
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anyway jae-ha plays twinkle twinkle little star, repeats it for a second round just in case it might help sousei to see and then as he thinks about it]
It uses... most of the notes of the scale?
I think that's why people use it to teach.
[he doesn't know
he's
winging this teaching thing]
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I see...
[Hm.]
I suppose it is sensible enough to teach with a simple rhythm like that. I will give it a try.
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You can wow people with it, I'm sure. Eventually they'll be saying 'ah? Is there nothing this man can't do?'
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[And that's perfectly sincere... he's competent enough that that happens anyway, but he doesn't necessarily want it to.]
But I have come this far, I suppose.
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[it's not something he can relate to at all, shackled as he is to want to be admired]
It sounds like a nice way to live.
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It's simply how I've decided how to live.
[He doesn't think it's impressive. It just is.
Either way, with a pause, he just...hums the tune to himself, more to make sure he still remembers it, and then he gives it a shot. It's...slow, as he picks out each note, carefully.
But... he's got the memory for it, at least.]
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Ah, your ear isn't bad either.
... that's quite unfair.
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I don't have an ear for music. It simply was an easy tune that you played for me twice.
[That's all he's got.]
Anything more complex than this would have been very difficult for me.
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[or jae-ha is just mad that he's impressed by sousei consistently :/ ]
There is something you're bad at, isn't there? Besides smiling. And socializing like a normal person.
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...Are you truly frustrated over something like that?
[He's not talking about what he's bad at?? Excuse you.]
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[yes]
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... You are frustrated that you do not think I am bad at anything.
[That's
hilarious]
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Is that what it takes, you sadist.
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[WELL.]
I do find it amusing that this is what frustrates you.
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[SO THAT'S
SOMETHING
HE'S NOT PERFECT AT]
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Yes, well. I have never claimed to be anything more than that.
[You're a mess, Jae-ha.]
Your put out expression is far more tolerable than your smug expressions. [Is Sousei a sadist...]
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anyway - ]
Shut up and play.
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Don't tell me what to do.
[But even so, he shuts up and plays. It's a bit smoother this time; he's learning.]
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[which jae-ha also likes
to be honest this entire thing is awful can we start over]
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[QUITE FRANKLY... OH NO...]
I have not gotten to the point where I can give orders and follow my own path in life only to listen to others' demands.
[Stop]
[1/2]
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- but you said that you're still serving your country, aren't you? Does that mean you're aiming for the very top, where no one will be able to tell you what to do anymore?
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No.
[Sousei's fingers move along the string of the erhu, and he pauses to try again. The notes come more easily, Sousei's head tilted to try to listen to them better. He'll never be an expert at this, but he can play passably, at least.]
I have no interest in leading other people.
[Even his own squad...that was handed to him, and he led because they needed him to lead.]
I will choose my own path to serve my country. If that involves treason, or exposing those who would take advantage of their power, so be it. It it should involve leading others who wish for that guidance, I will do what I can. If it involves basic, proper service, to one who I trust to be following the right path, then I shall listen and obey.
[He lowers the bow, with the slightest of shrugs.]
Acting as anything else is neither in my interests, nor is it my place. [He's just a soldier. An Abe, yes, but a soldier who was rescued and given a new life. He's not meant for thrones or even higher military command. And he's satisfied with that.]
But no matter what it is I choose to do, I will follow my own path to serve and protect my country.
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he thinks of a woman who gave life back to a town of fishermen, undaunted only because she felt like it was the right thing to do. she created a family out of a bunch of brutes, kept them safe, and helped them retain their humanity in the middle of a harrowing battle
when sousei says all that, jae-ha only laughs and says what he truly believes - ]
Said like that, it just means that you'll be someone that people want to follow - or someone who will find that the path is open for them, no matter what you expect to happen.
[people are drawn to the light.]
I wonder if your place is as simple as you say.
[or if you're one of the people who's destined for something more.]
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