... it is. I couldn't get her to talk to me - [and now he has a working theory that she hates him? stay tuned] - but I'm afraid that she'll try to take it all on her shoulders.
She shouldn't have to make this choice to begin with.
.... I suppose that would require more asking. I haven't heard of any that would make a difference myself. Given the way that they paralyze all of us so we have to watch in the first place...
[Is it even possible to make a difference then?]
We've really run ourselves into an awkward position, haven't we?
[... Sousei sighs. He can't blame Jae-ha for being tempted by it, honestly. Too many people have already died.]
I will find out. In some way... I will continue to ask until I am satisfied with the answer. That is the least I can do in a situation like this.
[But he still doesn't like it. He understands the incentive, understands that he wants everyone to live too--but not at the cost of everyone dying, too.]
[ . . . it's something, if nothing else. Jae-ha just nods and goes to sit on the bed, leaving his place at the wall. He's tired, and there's only so much standing around he can do after that trial.]
... I know you will. I'll ask around and see what I can find outside of you all.
Jae-ha's exhausted, absolutely. There's a tiredness in his veins that's rather impossible to shake, but that still manages to get him to laugh in the quiet of their room.]
... you really aren't a very honest person either.
Ah, I like to choose difficult paths - but this is a new level, even for me.
You give Captain Gi-gan a run for her money in strictness. The new person I follow is a 16-year-old girl but at least that makes her painfully honest, rather than finding honesty to be painful.
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but Jae-ha just sighs.]
... it is. I couldn't get her to talk to me - [and now he has a working theory that she hates him? stay tuned] - but I'm afraid that she'll try to take it all on her shoulders.
She shouldn't have to make this choice to begin with.
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Well. I believe she is already trying to do so, though she was willing to discuss things with me somewhat.
[because he did not turn her down. Amazing how that works.]
Still, that seems to be in her nature. She doesn't want to concern anyone.
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.... she still trusted us with the information - Rebecca too.
[ . . . ]
Though I'm not entirely sure how helpful Rebecca would be at times like this. You're certain she's a historian?
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[HOW WOULD HE MESS THAT UP...]
Though the majority of them are entirely useless, yes.
[THANKS SOUSEI]
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[it's hot
but also]
And of course none of you have any skills that would help to prevent the death of more innocents tomorrow.
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Not as far as I have heard.
[Frustrating!!]
There do not seem to be many skills here intended to assist without consequences.
[Like...Sandalphon's everything.]
Or people simply are unsure of how to use them.
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[Is it even possible to make a difference then?]
We've really run ourselves into an awkward position, haven't we?
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[What...can be done about that.]
This is hardly meant to be anything but difficult. But I will keep attempting to learn what I can. I have not been hiding my interest in such things.
[People probably won't be surprised...]
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[ . . . . though he also
can't help but wonder - ]
The other dragon [what is he supposed to call her] confirmed what you'd been told about possibly seeing all the deceased again, at least.
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[He can't expect Jae-ha to help him if he doesn't know the whole situation!! It's fine.]
... And yes, so it was confirmed. [His mouth twists.] Nonsense, isn't it? That that would be the sort of carrot they would dangle in front of us.
That... they will make certain everyone is killed, and then restore them all back to life as if it all never happened.
[It's better than nothing, but also Sousei hates it still.]
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I don't disagree. It feels incredibly pointless.
But - if you can verify anything, I suppose it'd be the truth in that statement. Out of everything... it sounds like the most compelling incentive.
[Which is perhaps his way of quietly admitting -
He was baited by it, even if just for a second.]
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I will find out. In some way... I will continue to ask until I am satisfied with the answer. That is the least I can do in a situation like this.
[But he still doesn't like it. He understands the incentive, understands that he wants everyone to live too--but not at the cost of everyone dying, too.]
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... I know you will. I'll ask around and see what I can find outside of you all.
[ . . . and he sighs.]
I trust you.
[one way or another]
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Yes, well. [he trusts Jae-ha too. That's the only reason he's sharing, at all.]
You know that it is not simply you.
[aka he trusts you too, but it's so roundabout.]
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Well.
That's something, I guess.
[yeah, that sure was roundabout]
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It is what it is. There's no need to dwell on it.
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[does this sound familiar, sousei]
It was a rather touching sentiment. I may have to keep it with me forever, so long as I don't forget the order of your words.
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...Yes, well, do what you want. It doesn't matter to me.
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Jae-ha's exhausted, absolutely. There's a tiredness in his veins that's rather impossible to shake, but that still manages to get him to laugh in the quiet of their room.]
... you really aren't a very honest person either.
Ah, I like to choose difficult paths - but this is a new level, even for me.
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What, exactly, are you trying to say?
[A DIFFICULT PATH--]
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And yet here I am.
[stuck with sousei,,]
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Maybe being honest with someone like you is the actual problem, and what makes it so troublesome.
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[fake]
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It doesn't matter We've made it plain our stance on sharing information, so I don't see the need to repeat it overly much.
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[ . . . ]
Rebecca hasn't seemed to change her behavior toward me - neither has Akechi. Am I right in guessing they don't know you've told me?
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