[Sousei manages that much, one hand pressed to Jae-ha's chest to keep himself upright so that he is not pressed quite so close despite Jae-ha's efforts, his other still pressed to his shoulder.
Still, he could tug away further and he doesn't, instead meeting Jae-ha's eyes firmly from where he's resting on top of him, hair disheveled from Jae-ha's actions.]
This is simply a thing that happened. [IT'S JUST... JUST A THING.] Do not read too far into it.
[It's just spontaneous making out on a bed after a long, difficult day.
But Jae-ha can't deny that he rather likes the view from underneath Sousei. A grin pulls at his lips even as he leans up, trying to close some of that distance between them again as he presses their foreheads together.]
... that said, your technique leaves a little something to be desired, Mr. Perfectionist. Want to try again?
[is he trying to bait sousei into making out with him]
[Though Sousei does scowl at that. He can't...help it... he's not happy about this at all, and while he doesn't tug away from their foreheads touching, he's definitely making a face.]
Now you are complaining? You are truly useless.
[But you know, in a lot of ways, Sousei's easy.
Because that works, and he's just leaning in to seal their lips together again, to prove that there is absolutely nothing wrong with his technique.]
[sousei this is your first kiss it's okay if something's wrong with your technique
also this was way too easy and jae-ha will say so later when his mouth isn't occupied
Regardless he meets Sousei halfway with that kiss, because he can't find a reason why he not.
... but more than that, there's still an agitation in his veins. For someone who's normally calm, collected, he's not used to not being able to expend this energy. Yet his attempts to jump away from the castle were met instead with more magic, to the point that he only grew more frustrated. So instead he expends his intent now, working his mouth against Sousei's as his fingers tighten in his hair.
[Was there really any other outcome sans them making out like they're arguing, really... There isn't even much to the way of feelings here, not in the sense of the loyalty and affection that admittedly was there before, when they were making pledges.
This is different, and Sousei doesn't even care.
He feels it too, after all. In a different way from Jae-ha, certainly, but he still feels like a caged wolf here and now. That he used to be someone who could make things happen, no matter what it took, and now...?
Now, he is stuck here, unable to do anything, unable to find a way to break these shackles, and this doesn't resolve anything, but it sure does feel like a release of sorts to kiss Jae-ha like he's trying to win some sort of fight, one hand planted next to his head as Jae-ha meets him halfway, the other still on his chest as if he's going to push him away at any moment (but he doesn't, and he isn't).]
[It's a little reckless, and a lot of pointless - but isn't that most of what's going on in this game? People making stupid decisions, and everything feels futile. But at least here and now, Jae-ha is making this choice with what to do with his time that can be wasted. He's irritated, he has energy, and at least kissing Sousei answers some hunger in him that he can't even get trying to jump away from this place.
But it's still Jae-ha and Sousei gave him an inch and yet here he is, intending on taking the full mile as his hand slips from Sousei's hair down to the top button of his shirt and when Jae-ha pulls back he asks - ]
Aren't you feeling stuffy yet?
[Though he goes in for another kiss.
So mostly he's just going to ask between kisses. He won't undo the button until he's given permission but.
While he's been enjoying the making out more than he expected to (for the fierceness of it, for the energy burn, even for the taste of Jae-ha, which is something he will not be admitting to any time soon), even so, his hand snaps up immediately to grasp Jae-ha's wrist when he reaches for those buttons.
He asks permission, which is a point in his favor.
But Sousei just breathes out a firm, if breathless:]
No. Not right now.
[This is not a thing they are doing Saturday night before an execution and after a miserable trial, no matter how appealing the thought of burning more energy is--
Sousei's guard isn't down enough yet, apparently.]
[Sousei's hand snaps to grab Jae-ha's wrist to keep him from undoing the button and it's instantaneous how Jae-ha's hand goes lax, lets himself be pulled away. Well, it's simple to say that he tried. He was bound to hit a boundary at some point -
And it's already hot to him to be bossed around so sternly, so the next kiss that he claims from Sousei burns all the more. There's no point in hiding his own want, how he'd like to turn off thinking about responsibilities for just a little bit and give in to something purely physical.
But he'll work with what he's given, and for now these biting, harsh kisses are what he wants.]
[Yeah, Sousei definitely is just going to ignore those words. Because he can't 100% say no. He knows how Jae-ha is, he's not so oblivious that he doesn't know how these things tend to go, and mostly...
Mostly he is not unhappy with that. Just not yet. Not right now.
Instead? He silences Jae-ha with another kiss, matching him fierceness for fierceness, all teeth and fighting and refusal to back down.
He's finding this is a very good way to shut him up after all.]
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[Sousei manages that much, one hand pressed to Jae-ha's chest to keep himself upright so that he is not pressed quite so close despite Jae-ha's efforts, his other still pressed to his shoulder.
Still, he could tug away further and he doesn't, instead meeting Jae-ha's eyes firmly from where he's resting on top of him, hair disheveled from Jae-ha's actions.]
This is simply a thing that happened. [IT'S JUST... JUST A THING.] Do not read too far into it.
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[It's just spontaneous making out on a bed after a long, difficult day.
But Jae-ha can't deny that he rather likes the view from underneath Sousei. A grin pulls at his lips even as he leans up, trying to close some of that distance between them again as he presses their foreheads together.]
... that said, your technique leaves a little something to be desired, Mr. Perfectionist. Want to try again?
[is he trying to bait sousei into making out with him]
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[Though Sousei does scowl at that. He can't...help it... he's not happy about this at all, and while he doesn't tug away from their foreheads touching, he's definitely making a face.]
Now you are complaining? You are truly useless.
[But you know, in a lot of ways, Sousei's easy.
Because that works, and he's just leaning in to seal their lips together again, to prove that there is absolutely nothing wrong with his technique.]
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also this was way too easy and jae-ha will say so later when his mouth isn't occupied
Regardless he meets Sousei halfway with that kiss, because he can't find a reason why he not.
... but more than that, there's still an agitation in his veins. For someone who's normally calm, collected, he's not used to not being able to expend this energy. Yet his attempts to jump away from the castle were met instead with more magic, to the point that he only grew more frustrated. So instead he expends his intent now, working his mouth against Sousei's as his fingers tighten in his hair.
They can make out like they're arguing.
It's fine.]
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This is different, and Sousei doesn't even care.
He feels it too, after all. In a different way from Jae-ha, certainly, but he still feels like a caged wolf here and now. That he used to be someone who could make things happen, no matter what it took, and now...?
Now, he is stuck here, unable to do anything, unable to find a way to break these shackles, and this doesn't resolve anything, but it sure does feel like a release of sorts to kiss Jae-ha like he's trying to win some sort of fight, one hand planted next to his head as Jae-ha meets him halfway, the other still on his chest as if he's going to push him away at any moment (but he doesn't, and he isn't).]
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But it's still Jae-ha and Sousei gave him an inch and yet here he is, intending on taking the full mile as his hand slips from Sousei's hair down to the top button of his shirt and when Jae-ha pulls back he asks - ]
Aren't you feeling stuffy yet?
[Though he goes in for another kiss.
So mostly he's just going to ask between kisses. He won't undo the button until he's given permission but.
Well.]
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While he's been enjoying the making out more than he expected to (for the fierceness of it, for the energy burn, even for the taste of Jae-ha, which is something he will not be admitting to any time soon), even so, his hand snaps up immediately to grasp Jae-ha's wrist when he reaches for those buttons.
He asks permission, which is a point in his favor.
But Sousei just breathes out a firm, if breathless:]
No. Not right now.
[This is not a thing they are doing Saturday night before an execution and after a miserable trial, no matter how appealing the thought of burning more energy is--
Sousei's guard isn't down enough yet, apparently.]
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And it's already hot to him to be bossed around so sternly, so the next kiss that he claims from Sousei burns all the more. There's no point in hiding his own want, how he'd like to turn off thinking about responsibilities for just a little bit and give in to something purely physical.
But he'll work with what he's given, and for now these biting, harsh kisses are what he wants.]
Mm.
Another time then. ♥
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Mostly he is not unhappy with that. Just not yet. Not right now.
Instead? He silences Jae-ha with another kiss, matching him fierceness for fierceness, all teeth and fighting and refusal to back down.
He's finding this is a very good way to shut him up after all.]