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jae "lightly roasted dragon slut" ha ([personal profile] alttitude) wrote2018-06-04 10:50 am
disilluded: (I'm not running anywhere)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-18 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[... Fine. He'll sit. His brow furrows a little, and his expression sours.]

I still do not remember everything, of that I am certain.

[And yes, he's not happy that it's still standing either.]

My role is that of a "Historian". In some fashion, it is my role to enforce that the game is running properly. [A disgusted snort. It does not fit him at all... he is much 2rebel for this.]

I was intending on gathering what information I can from it, but at this point this situation is progressing far too quickly.

[Terribly so, too.]

I intend on trying to overthrow this entire situation, by whatever means might be necessary.
disilluded: (I don't like him. He's mean.)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-18 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That's correct.

[Blanket sharing... it's not even necessary, but Sousei doesn't shrug it off this time.]

Though they are cagey and reluctant to share any information that may be of actual use if I do not produce results--which I am obviously loathe to do.

[Gross.]

It strikes me that there must be hidden conditions to ending this game. I want to find them and put an end to this myself. I believe this entire construct can be overthrown by the very people they are expecting to assist in keeping it running.
disilluded: (Dude you were hauling so much ass!)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Not yet.

[A beat, and he adds:]

Nor do I intend to, even if I am called upon to do so. They wish for people of my role to kill those who are not "participating" properly in the game.

It's laughable to think I would go along with such a thing.

[Bullshit!! He hates authority as it is!!]
disilluded: (That's instinct. You can't teach that.)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Not attempting to accomplish our objectives, apparently. That is the big obsession.

[He does not like it.]
disilluded: (How much does Rake hate mustard?)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

Yeah.]


They are all over the place, and they are a mess.

[Honestly:]

As I do not ever intend on accomplishing mine, you may know that it is. I am to, apparently, pin someone down and allow them to be murdered.

[Utterly disgusting.]
disilluded: (That's instinct. You can't teach that.)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
A...

[...Ha.

That's almost mocking, isn't it?]


And how is something like that to be judged?
disilluded: (Go grab the dead kitty!)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry to say, I find it very unlikely you will find a mother or father here.

[They're some of the oldest??? It's just not valid?]

That is infuriatingly vague.
disilluded: (That's instinct. You can't teach that.)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
It is certainly not something that can be forced for the sake of a stupid "game", I will agree with that.
disilluded: (How much does Rake hate mustard?)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Our worlds are in peril, the game will not be completed, our stories cannot go on...and such bullshit.

[THANKS SOUSEI]
disilluded: (That's instinct. You can't teach that.)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-19 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Shut up.

[Anyway.]

They would like me to believe that my world hangs in the balance of me participating properly in a game in which they have brought random people to murder each other.

It's ludicrous.

[No.

He does not believe it at all.]
disilluded: (How much does Rake hate mustard?)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-20 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Then I will be making a very large gamble.

[On the other hand--]

But obeying nonsensical orders because a threat is being held over my head... to kill others and encourage such a thing?

That is something I cannot do.
disilluded: (I done fell and busted my ass)

[personal profile] disilluded 2018-06-20 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's in moments like these that Sousei realizes that in truth?

He's grateful to have Jae-ha as his partner. In truth, he likes Jae-ha, he likes his fire and his sense of rebellion and his refusal to take things lying down. Sousei knows the situation is practically hopeless; he remembers experiencing a game like this before, after all.

But he has to do something.

And Jae-ha is much the same way.

So Sousei lifts his chin, meets Jae-ha's eyes, and says very sincerely:]


... Thank you.

[Honestly... there's a lot of sincerity in those two words, and Sousei lifts his hand again, quietly holding it above his heart. He hasn't saluted again since his promise with Gi-gan... but he thinks that right now, when Jae-ha is betting not only his life but also his world on this as well, he owes him that much respect.

That first, before he shares his plans.]

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