[It's a pretty recent memory, which makes it a little harder for him to shake it off - but the obviously unexpected reaction here clearly does just that, or at least gives him something to focus on that isn't the oppressive weight of Jae-ha's memory or the fresh sting of his own.
He hadn't been very amazing in that moment, really. Even his ability to kill had been worthless. With his failing body, he hadn't even been able to make his way out into the courtyard where the real fighting was. The filth inside of him had overflown and made a terrible mess, and Yamazaki was left having to tend to him once again.
He looks down at their hands, and even though his brow isn't furrowed, there's a distinct sense that he doesn't see where Jae-ha's coming from.]
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He hadn't been very amazing in that moment, really. Even his ability to kill had been worthless. With his failing body, he hadn't even been able to make his way out into the courtyard where the real fighting was. The filth inside of him had overflown and made a terrible mess, and Yamazaki was left having to tend to him once again.
He looks down at their hands, and even though his brow isn't furrowed, there's a distinct sense that he doesn't see where Jae-ha's coming from.]
I don't... understand.
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