Excuses are only given reasons that people deem to not be good enough, and I wonder if you're looking at yourself with a harsher standard than most.
No one here deserves to face this reality when they aren't familiar with it already - none of you come from wars, from battlefields - but people have killed for far smaller reasons than the ones that have been considered as possibilities here.
[It's hardly fair - but Jae-ha doesn't believe that an intense self-condemnation will help much of anything at the moment. As for Eichi's other question - ]
... do you believe Akechi made a choice?
[Jae-ha won't let his own personal feelings muddle his question, not when he's so focused on Eichi and trying to work through the convoluted maze of emotion he must be feeling.]
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No one here deserves to face this reality when they aren't familiar with it already - none of you come from wars, from battlefields - but people have killed for far smaller reasons than the ones that have been considered as possibilities here.
[It's hardly fair - but Jae-ha doesn't believe that an intense self-condemnation will help much of anything at the moment. As for Eichi's other question - ]
... do you believe Akechi made a choice?
[Jae-ha won't let his own personal feelings muddle his question, not when he's so focused on Eichi and trying to work through the convoluted maze of emotion he must be feeling.]