[He's exaggerating in some ways, but also - ] I'd spent most of my life running away from the other dragons, never wanting to find them, or agree to being a part of whatever prophecy had been laid out. It goes against everything that I love, everything that I wish for myself, to be part of someone else's plan.
And yet - when she came to find me, this reincarnation of the fallen King, my blood was set on fire, like it knew that she was the person I was meant to follow.
[ . . . and he just huffs a laugh.]
I chose to follow her of my own accord - but it was a reminder that hard as I try, there's something written in my blood for me to obey.
[Three people did die today. Another one almost critically injured. Sanji's just an outliner who thrives on taking care of others.]
Shit got... painful to watch.
[...]
And then half the castle's suspicious of you on top of things. [His gaze flickers, turning sad, staring into the pot of dumplings he's making.] Everyone's really on edge.
... are you trying to get me to hope for longer than I have? That's a dangerous game, Chef.
[When Jae-ha is someone who fights against fate in all things that he does - and yet this is the one thing that he wonders might be inevitable, after what he's seen, after what he's endured.
After the chills he gets when he has a dream about losing his legs.]
I wouldn't say they're suspicious of me - it's only the people who lack the ability to piece together the puppet's effects and my own well-being. Critical thinking might benefit them.
[salty.]
Everything else... I'll endure. Even if I did receive a majority vote... my only hope is that somehow Sousei would be exempt from sharing my misfortune.
Of course my life has value. It's why I try to make every single moment count.
[It's why he doesn't fear death - and why he charges into things almost recklessly so long as it means that he can live with himself, should he be able to survive to the outcome.]
But you don't need to try to convince me to have hope. I'll fight until my dying breath, whenever that is.
It's possible that I did - but if someone's so mad about temporary love potions that they'd like to see me dead, then I merely made a poor choice of evaluating their stability.
[also careless!!]
But you're not wrong.... I can't think why they'd only choose to save two, if they had the option for everyone.
[ . . . and also not to save 2B or Rapunzel at that.
Jae-ha's expression goes distant for a moment, but he reins it back in quickly.]
For some reason it kept coming up and it was getting to be more of a hassle to hide it from you than I thought to just admit it.
[Jae-ha's a surprisingly open book as is - and in the case of Sanji, he's willing to talk about the other things that he feels like holding closer to the chest.]
I don't. And being on the receiving on the end of their power doesn't provide any clues, unfortunately. I've been looking since my own neck was on the line.
[ . . . ]
I just don't know if it's safer for them to stay anonymous, or if it's worth looking.
I wouldn't suppose you'd care to share yours? Mine doesn't lend itself to anything heroic like that, unfortunately. But perhaps if we could effectively piece some together....
[Though at that, Jae-ha seems to take a moment, to consider... and then he'll raise his hands and make a swirling motion. In the space in front of them, an illusion will appear of a lively, beautiful, colorful coral reef. Fish swim all around it, their scales reflecting against the light in the water.]
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